Summer's over

Well, summer is over and I have TWO parties to talk about. Yeah I know... But those two parties were so wasted and that is the reason why I have only two of them to talk about.

First I want to a club at the harbor with my friends. Before that I visited a pub with my classmates but there I was able to stay away from alcohol. While I was there a friend called me and asked me to join her party.  We decided to buy a vodka and split it. We had 30 minutes to get over with it and that's what we did. I hadn't eaten anything plus the speed I drunk my vodka with little juice = bloody wasted. Even though I had told my self before that I won't drink anything.

In front of the club, while waiting to get in, I was able to make many male friends and when I got in I just couldn't control myself anymore. It was... interesting, I would say. And that is all i can remember. Next thing I'm at home with my friend, smoking and drinking tea in the backyard and watching the sun coming up. It was a hell of a party. After I had seen the pictures I thought that I should take a little break from partying. And that's what I did... until last month.

This is what my club night looked like, I guess...

So about one month ago I decided to invite my friends over and have a little party. There was only four of us: three girls and one guy. We girls had one vodka and one big cider + we bought one more later. We just sat and talked, smoked and drank.It wasn't much just a cool sitting, although we all very very drunk, again. When my friends left I went rollerskating to get the alcohol out, I didn't want to be drunk when my parents are home. But I just kept falling and finally I hit my head so badly and blood was coming from my arms and knee. Then I just sat there on the pavement and "hit my head against the wall" thinking about my little alcohol problem.

That's when I decided to take a break.